Sunday, April 24, 2011

Another Lost Mom

Another lost mom that is struggling during a holiday. Please visit her and give a hug.

My Worst Nightmare

2 comments:

Barbara said...

Will head over there now, thanks.

Olivia said...

Thank you. I am not used to this kindness after being shunned by family and friends for so long now. I can't blame them for not wanting to live my misery with me. He just called me for Easter. I saw the caller I did and hesitated. On one hand, so thankful, the other apprehensive. I am afraid to open this door again. I fear not having the strength to tell him no again, every time I do, he calls me horrible names, threatens me, scares me, quilts me. I answered, apprehensive, I think he sensed it. He has yet to apologize for any of the past verbal beatings. He sounded like he missed me in a way, almost like a little boy again. I avoided saying anything about jobs, money, cars, made sure to tell him how much I loved him....got off the phone and cried.